I am hurting--a lot--and that makes life very, very hard. I have to actually fight to walk from here to there. I am hypersensitive to vibrations, such as someone tapping his foot on the floor at least four feet away, as well. Moreover, I am trying to be stoic and not let the whole world know I am hurting. It's tough.
But I will not let it master me. This situation may be tough, but I am tougher. I can fight back with everything I've got--gym, home exercises, desensitization, running up and down stairs--and I will. If it doesn't get better in a month I will contact my doctor and ask for advice, but I'm tough and I am going to try to fix this on my own first.
Life is tough. I an tougher.
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- free_to_dream
- I am a bipolar, Jewish young adult (had my Hebrew birthday, the one I count, and turned 23 this past January) who also suffers from Reflex Sympathetic Dystrophy. I love life and I live for my best friends: they are my purpose and my reason for trying so hard. I remain passionately devoted to those I love; I will not let my disorders make me totally self-centered. I like to read, write, and sew. My Rabbinical school plans did not work out, and I am now hoping to go into the field of Early Childhood Education. Please note: I am currently maintaining only Carried in His Hands. Enjoy!
Good for you, staying as positive as possible. =)
ReplyDeleteI hope it gets better soon!