Approaching Surgery

As the day of my surgery (Tuesday; I do not know the time of day yet) approaches, I am beginning to feel fearful, more than nervous but less than afraid.  I am afraid of:

• The whole thing just not working, after all;
• Waking up in the middle; and
• The reaction I always have upon waking up from anesthesia.  (I tend to wake up SOBBING from anesthesia.)

All I can think to  jot down before bed, but I had to get this off my chest.