For years now, my parents have been calling me a mystic. It was not a title that I wanted to take for myself because it just felt too...pretentious, or something.
Then...well, then, this past Rosh HaShanah (Jewish New Year) happened, and Oh. My. Goodness.
On the first day, I fended off a demon and glimpsed the angels.
On the second day, I spent time sitting with the angels. I learned that they are formless by default and take forms when necessary.
Oh, and they left me a handle to tug on to take myself back to them. It doesn't always work; I'm still learning how to use it.
But I would like to say that now I am a mystic. Like, for real.
Welcome!
"Don't tell God how big your storm is; tell your storm how big your God is."
I believe in God.
I believe in God.
Sunday, September 28, 2014
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- I am a bipolar, Jewish young adult (had my Hebrew birthday, the one I count, and turned 23 this past January) who also suffers from Reflex Sympathetic Dystrophy. I love life and I live for my best friends: they are my purpose and my reason for trying so hard. I remain passionately devoted to those I love; I will not let my disorders make me totally self-centered. I like to read, write, and sew. My Rabbinical school plans did not work out, and I am now hoping to go into the field of Early Childhood Education. Please note: I am currently maintaining only Carried in His Hands. Enjoy!
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