Over the past few weeks, through all the darkness and uncertainty, I have found comfort in clinging to all that I KNOW. Here is a list:
I KNOW that God is with me.
I KNOW that God will not abandon me.
I KNOW that even if there is no light at the end of the tunnel, there is meaning in the moment, and that is enough.
I KNOW that I have friends who love me.
I KNOW that I have family who love me.
I KNOW that one day, if only in the World to Come or following the coming of the Messiah, my suffering will be ended.
I KNOW that I am walking this road with as much dignity as possible, and I KNOW I can be proud of myself for that.
All of the above, I KNOW.
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About Me
- free_to_dream
- I am a bipolar, Jewish young adult (had my Hebrew birthday, the one I count, and turned 23 this past January) who also suffers from Reflex Sympathetic Dystrophy. I love life and I live for my best friends: they are my purpose and my reason for trying so hard. I remain passionately devoted to those I love; I will not let my disorders make me totally self-centered. I like to read, write, and sew. My Rabbinical school plans did not work out, and I am now hoping to go into the field of Early Childhood Education. Please note: I am currently maintaining only Carried in His Hands. Enjoy!
Even if there IS light at the end of the tunnel, and I think there is...#3 is something I try hard to learn. Wow. --mmsqsh
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