"Don't tell God how big your storm is; tell your storm how big your God is."

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Wednesday, February 29, 2012

When I Should Be Doing Homework...

This is going to be a hard post to write: long and painful.

I am having major chronic pain issues again, and have been for about the past month. I am fighting back as hard as possible: going to the gym, desensitizing my feet (rubbing them with a hairbrush), and trying to live a normal life.

On top of that, I am on the brink of having a bipolar episode. I am currently sitting here blasting music and holding a pillow in my lap to chase off depression because I decided that was more important than homework tonight. I really need sleep; my psychiatrist has suggested taking an antihistamine tonight to help with that. We'll see if it works.

OK, so maybe not such a long post after all; just painful.


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I am a bipolar, Jewish young adult (had my Hebrew birthday, the one I count, and turned 23 this past January) who also suffers from Reflex Sympathetic Dystrophy. I love life and I live for my best friends: they are my purpose and my reason for trying so hard. I remain passionately devoted to those I love; I will not let my disorders make me totally self-centered. I like to read, write, and sew. My Rabbinical school plans did not work out, and I am now hoping to go into the field of Early Childhood Education. Please note: I am currently maintaining only Carried in His Hands. Enjoy!