*There could have been a more "flowery" title for this post, but I think this one is most starkly effective.*
I have a couple of arrangements going on in my life right now that I could never have arranged on my own; it's all God. It has to be. They're working so perfectly, there's no other possible explanation.
One is where I am career wise right now. There are so many careers that are closed to me, simply because I could not complete the schooling while getting enough sleep to stay mentally well. Medical school, law school, Rabbinical school: no way. And yet, I have found a career that brings me joy, and whose schooling I can complete. I am capable of being a teacher, and getting my Master's in the field. This cannot be coincidence; it's God.
The other is about my special kippah. You may recall that if I wear my gold silk kippah I have an extra shot at getting close to God. I plan to wear it tomorrow just for that. I really cannot wear it on a Sabbath or holiday, just in case; but on an ordinary weekday I can and will.
I love my God, and all S/He does for me; I really do want to "pay back" with my end of the connection.
That is all.
About Me
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- I am a bipolar, Jewish young adult (had my Hebrew birthday, the one I count, and turned 23 this past January) who also suffers from Reflex Sympathetic Dystrophy. I love life and I live for my best friends: they are my purpose and my reason for trying so hard. I remain passionately devoted to those I love; I will not let my disorders make me totally self-centered. I like to read, write, and sew. My Rabbinical school plans did not work out, and I am now hoping to go into the field of Early Childhood Education. Please note: I am currently maintaining only Carried in His Hands. Enjoy!
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