I am currently searching for God.
As always.
One book I am reading said that in today's world, we need God not as a function, but because God is God. I am half a step away from understanding that.
I am theologically much less like a child and more like an adult, but not quite enough like an adult to live comfortably there.
So I grapple: with my feelings, with my thoughts, with God.
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About Me
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- I am a bipolar, Jewish young adult (had my Hebrew birthday, the one I count, and turned 23 this past January) who also suffers from Reflex Sympathetic Dystrophy. I love life and I live for my best friends: they are my purpose and my reason for trying so hard. I remain passionately devoted to those I love; I will not let my disorders make me totally self-centered. I like to read, write, and sew. My Rabbinical school plans did not work out, and I am now hoping to go into the field of Early Childhood Education. Please note: I am currently maintaining only Carried in His Hands. Enjoy!
Psalm 139 my sweet friend. His love for you is endless and boundless. Not an impersonal being floating in space but a real, living, loving God who desires a relationship with you! Praying that the Lord of Hosts reveals Himself to you in a way that knocks your socks right off your feet.
ReplyDeleteJob 19
25 I know that my redeemer lives,
and that in the end he will stand on the earth.
26 And after my skin has been destroyed,
yet in my flesh I will see God;
27 I myself will see him
with my own eyes—I, and not another.
How my heart yearns within me!
Praying for you - covenantb@yahoo.com
Julia, thank you so much!
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