Today is Rosh Hodesh Elul, the beginning of the Hebrew month of Elul, the last month of the year. It is a time to reflect on our actions and choices of the previous year and figure out how to make better ones in the future. Most of all, it is a time to analyze our relationships with God.
I have to say that, all things considered, I am fairly happy with my relationship with God at the moment. I just recently got back into praying every day with tallis and tefillin; God and I are reunited and it feels so good. I know I have work to do on my God-relationship--doesn't everyone?--but I can live with it where it is for now. In my mind, that's progress.
In just one short month I will be sitting in the synagogue on Rosh HaShanah, the New Year, praying like crazy and listening to the Shofar (ram's horn) being blown. Ten days later, I will be fasting and praying even more crazily on Yom Kippur, the Day of Atonement. Five days after that comes Sukkot; we will eat outside in booths and wave the Four Species: the palm branch (lulav), the myrtles (hadasim), the willows (aravot), and the citron (etrog). Lastly, a week after that, we will celebrate the end and the beginning of the Torah reading cycle with the holiday of Simchat Torah, by dancing in the streets with the sacred Torah scrolls. Expect lots of updates!
"Don't tell God how big your storm is; tell your storm how big your God is."
I believe in God.
I believe in God.
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- I am a bipolar, Jewish young adult (had my Hebrew birthday, the one I count, and turned 23 this past January) who also suffers from Reflex Sympathetic Dystrophy. I love life and I live for my best friends: they are my purpose and my reason for trying so hard. I remain passionately devoted to those I love; I will not let my disorders make me totally self-centered. I like to read, write, and sew. My Rabbinical school plans did not work out, and I am now hoping to go into the field of Early Childhood Education. Please note: I am currently maintaining only Carried in His Hands. Enjoy!