You know you are all too familiar with two worlds when you can say, "Getting close to God is not on my agenda for today; I have an exam tonight."

Seriously, though, frequently now my "channels" so to speak are gaping-wide open. If I took steps in that direction, I could probably be having visions etc. again. Certainly several days in a row now, while praying, I have felt that I could put out my hand, touch God, and play with Her energy.

Sometimes I wonder just how many "worlds" there are. I know there are at least two, this one and one other, but then the demons come up. Are they from the same world as the visions? Does putting them in yet a third world make both of the others too two-dimensional?

And are demons the creation of God, or are they something else again? I *think* I believe that God created everything, in every world.

My mother remarked last night that wonderful as some of this may be, she thinks she is glad she can't do it. Sometimes I, too, wish I couldn't do it. I know all of this is connected to my bipolar disorder. It is not a bipolar symptom. (For the record, hallucinations as a symptom of bipolar disorder are very rare.) It is not a direct cause of episodes. All we know is that I have both, and to be open to one seems to leave me open to the other as well.

Also, continue your prayers for "Erin" and for Reece's Rainbow.