Wearing skirts has done the unexpected for me, something I honestly thought impossible at this point: I FEEL PRETTY! I think that is actually my primary reason for wearing them; it is not so much that I want to present a femme image in the LGBT world, or about how I get treated by certain sectors of the Jewish world. Plain and simple, this really is about feeling pretty.
What fascinates me is how quickly I have learned to "move like a woman". The first day in a skirt, I had to deliberately curl up my legs to the side rather than crossing them in front when sitting. Now that position is my "go to" sitting position. Sleeping in a nightgown, I curl up under the blanket to cover my legs, even though no one can see me. It just feels right.
Now, because I haven't posted a picture of myself on this blog since my brother's Bar Mitzvah nearly five years ago, here is a picture of me in a skirt. This one is old--you'll notice the patch--and a little too short for my liking. I prefer a skirt in which I can sit cross-legged on the floor if I want. However, this skirt has tremendous sentimental value, and besides I cannot afford to throw away wardrobe pieces, so it stays.
And now for the photo:
And now for a picture of "Jacob," because it's been too long since I posted about him:
"Don't tell God how big your storm is; tell your storm how big your God is."
I believe in God.
I believe in God.
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