Heard Back from my Pain Doctor...

...and apparently I was never first on his list; I am fourth. I felt betrayed until my father suggested double checking my memory to see whether the doctor had actually ever said I was first or if I had just thought so. You know what? Looking back, I don't think my doctor ever said that I was first. Oh well. In any case, there will probably be an opening in the program for me in mid-November. Everybody is telling me to look on the bright side: that mid-November is not too far off and at least now I know roughly when I'll be going. Mid-November, however, is still way too far off for my liking.