I am in a new place religiously.
Up until now, despite the fact that I am very open about my lesbianism, I was against homosexual religious marriages and even more so against homosexual Rabbis. And then!
I was in the shower one evening when I realized that the main reason I am a Conservative (aka not an Orthodox) Jew has little to do with beliefs about the origins of the Torah and even less to do with dietary or sabbath laws. The issue over which I break with the Orthodox movement is women's rights. As a woman, I simply cannot stomach a Judaism that denies me certain rights in the synangogue because of part of who I am.
And then that little voice inside me whispered, "Being lesbian is also part of who you are."
So. If I am to demand equal rights as a woman, I must also demand them as a lesbian. I am a FEMALE, LESBIAN JEW. I demand equal opportunities and rights for all parts of me, all at once. Pure and simple.
Done. My journey has taken a new turn. I am excited.
"Don't tell God how big your storm is; tell your storm how big your God is."
I believe in God.
I believe in God.
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- I am a bipolar, Jewish young adult (had my Hebrew birthday, the one I count, and turned 23 this past January) who also suffers from Reflex Sympathetic Dystrophy. I love life and I live for my best friends: they are my purpose and my reason for trying so hard. I remain passionately devoted to those I love; I will not let my disorders make me totally self-centered. I like to read, write, and sew. My Rabbinical school plans did not work out, and I am now hoping to go into the field of Early Childhood Education. Please note: I am currently maintaining only Carried in His Hands. Enjoy!