FIRST: I went to a new social group tonight. It was a horribly disappointing experience, but at least I tried. I might or might not write more about it later (like tomorrow), after the swirling feelings have died down. Tonight I need to soothe myself, then go to bed.
SECOND: I thought about several titles for this post, but this one conveys the magnitude of the event, so I went with it even though it is a bit wordy.
NOW: For my entire adult Jewish life (so starting from Bat Mitzvah)--and even before, in the months leading up to my Bat Mitzvah, as I thought about the equipment an adult Jew needs--I knew I wanted a pink tefillin bag. I wanted my tefillin wearing to have feminist flair as does all the rest of my Jewish life, but pink tefillin bags simply do not exist on the commercial market; apparently not enough women wear tefillin. I got a maroon bag, the next best thing.
It wasn't good enough; for almost twelve years now, I have wanted that pink bag. I finally decided to make one.
Gathering materials was easy. I had just enough of a pink-and-white check for the bag; it closes at the top with a pink circle button. (Tefillin bags usually zip closed; I don't know how to do zippers.) A tefillin bag is usually richly, ornately embroidered. I knew I could not do anything like what is usually seen, but I had to decorate my new bag somehow. By luck--or the grace of God, depending whom you ask--I had narrow, bright pink ribbon. I made a large Jewish star on the front of my bag, using strips of this ribbon.
I absolutely love the result. Once again, I have used my very best craft skills to make something I will be proud to use. It does not get much better than that.
"Don't tell God how big your storm is; tell your storm how big your God is."
I believe in God.
I believe in God.
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