I can't sleep, because I had a very sad dream. (I don't remember much about this dream, just that it was very sad.) The Rabbi whose house I go to for dinner on Friday nights now said something very powerful and moving this week. He said that, if one gets into bed to go to sleep, and cannot figure out what one did to improve the world that day, one should get out of bed and improve the world before going to sleep.
Tikkum Olam literally translates to "repairing the world." It is the business of every Jew to make the world a better place. My personal bit is to pray for Reece's Rainbow children.
Though Reece's Rainbow prefers each person to only have one assigned child, I actually have two. This is because my first (actually my second; my first got adopted in a matter of months) is in Russ!@, where pretty much all foreign adoptions are banned. Also, she will age out in a little over a year. It's basically a hopeless case.
When I realized how hopeless that one was, I asked for a new assignment. I was given a little girl in Ch!n@; when she got adopted (in a matter of weeks!), I got another Ch!nese child, a little boy this time...my "Jacob", the child for whom I have prayed longest, not counting the Russ!@n girl for whom I will probably be praying for the rest of my life.
The first child mentioned in this post is "Rheann," and the second is "Jacob." Recent pictures of both worry me greatly. In "Rheann's" last picture, posted about two to three years ago, she looks all rosy and smiley, and now...well, now she just doesn't. She finally looks her age (she's always looked younger), but she also looks all beaten up and tired. "Jacob," similarly, looks as if he's slowly starving to death, wasting away.
Below are both their pictures, one below the other. Maybe, just maybe, someone will see them and go after them. It's a long shot, but I can always hope and try.
"Don't tell God how big your storm is; tell your storm how big your God is."
I believe in God.
I believe in God.
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