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Saturday, June 9, 2018

Approaching Surgery

As the day of my surgery (Tuesday; I do not know the time of day yet) approaches, I am beginning to feel fearful, more than nervous but less than afraid.  I am afraid of:
  • The whole thing just not working, after all;
  • Waking up in the middle; and
  • The reaction I always have upon waking up from anesthesia.  (I tend to wake up SOBBING from anesthesia.)
All I can think to  jot down before bed, but I had to get this off my chest.

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I am a bipolar, Jewish young adult (had my Hebrew birthday, the one I count, and turned 23 this past January) who also suffers from Reflex Sympathetic Dystrophy. I love life and I live for my best friends: they are my purpose and my reason for trying so hard. I remain passionately devoted to those I love; I will not let my disorders make me totally self-centered. I like to read, write, and sew. My Rabbinical school plans did not work out, and I am now hoping to go into the field of Early Childhood Education. Please note: I am currently maintaining only Carried in His Hands. Enjoy!